Dreamscape 30th Oct 2022

 

Last night I had another rather weird dream.   I was at my ex mothers house and Riona was still a baby. I can't remember why I was there but do remember that I was there with the ex father also. I'm not sure why the other 2 boys were not there only with Riona and she was busy playing with her cousins or so in another room.  When it was time to go off she offered to drop Riona and me at our house. I was hesitant as there is no way I want her to know where we are staying so I guided her to a public drop off site.  

She was given back to me diaper free which was shocking as she always had a clean diaper on. My sister was with me and she had a diaper with her. I took it from her and saw that it was a soiled one. I was quite pissed off that my ex-mother was so inconsiderate and didn't even bother to properly diaper her. 

Part 2 - I was carrying the bare bottom Riona in my hand and we went to Ikea. . It was rather strange as Riona wanted to go play in their play room and she was put through a tree slide. I waited at the bottom for her to emerge.  When she came out of the tree she was fully diapered but had lost the shirt dress she had on. 

Dreamscape 3rd Oct 2022

 

I was at my grandparents house I think we were visiting then suddenly the rooms became vacant and all the floors seemed flooded with water and it was not stagnant water. It looked as if there was a burst water main somewhere as water was flowing all over all across the room and filled up that 3 room flat from bedroom all the way to the kitchen. It wasn't like the water accumulated very quickly but was like up to your ankle only and was still flowing around you on the brown ceramic floor. 

I was with the ex -father of the kids I think and we decided to leave the place and go back to our own apartment as the place wasn't suitable to be in anymore. 

However on the way back we decided to pop into a cat cafe to play with cats. When we entered the cafe there weren't any cats brought out for us to play with as they were getting the cats ready for "work". The cats to me look very weird as it seems they were highly intelligent and could play different roles - Act cute, pretend to be pretty etc as if they were robot cats and not actual cats. Some were in dress up attires..some pretending to be babies and settle inside a baby basket and could even cover themselves up with the blanket.  While waiting in the lobby the cats were presented from the centre divider in the room one at a time and I had to lift my feet up as I didn't want the cats that came running in to the room to accidently swipe or bite me as it went past me as some of the cats look very vicious. They were all headed for the function room where the majority of the guest were. That function room was very packed and I didn't enter it at all choosing to stay outside in the lobby.

Dreamscape 2nd September

 

It was another unusual dream. The dream happened when I was half awake as I did know what was happening around me. There were two scenes which I can recall quite vividly

In the first scene I was in a room and was heading out to prune some plants with my shears. I was to cut off the unruly parts of some bushes. Funny thing was that the bushes were apart from each others and I was on a hovering board moving from plant to plant doing the trimming. There was one bush that I was at which I hesitated whether to prune or not as it seemed like it was actually butterflies congregated there instead of a real bush. The leaves of the bushes did look like medium size 🦋 butterflies. 

The 2nd scene I was walking  somewhere when I felt like someone was deliberately pricking me with a finger I turned around and poked the person back In the chest and to push him off. I realised that my hand was in an unusual position and it seemed to be restricted so when I physically freed my hand that restrictive feeling went away and i woke up. 

Dreamscape 21st August 2022

 

Yesterday's dream was quite different as it involved the celebrity Henry (Biblical meaning the LORD)

I was attracted to his music video and wanted to be part of it. Surprisingly he accepted and came over to Singapore to meet up with me. We did meet up and he invited me over to his apartment in Singapore. The weird thing is that his apartment was still under renovation and there wasn't any furniture inside except for a bed which was very dusty. There  were many open spaces and some even resembled parts of a large cave.  There was a staircase with landing leading up to the house with no gate. There was a glass wall and I managed to put a block there ( another coloured glass door to prevent a person who wanted to enter the apartment via the entrance. 

The place was very bare and unlivable so I suggested that we book a hotel room instead for the night.  I'm not sure if we did go there in the end as I recall exploring the vastness of the house and that there were many fans around calling Henry and they too suddenly magically appear and started exploring the house together with me. 

Really wonder what is the meaning of such a dream. 

Dreamscape 21st August 2022

 

It started out in a room... I haven't really had many dreams..just one last night.where I had to leave my hse and go to stay with a friend of mine and his wife for a while with the kids and a particular student of mine whose name is Sophia (dunno why so weird 😁😁). 

We were staying at his place for a while to escape some tormentors. I am unsure who and what we were avoiding but staying at his place was just a temporary measure. 

On one occasion I was out with him and some friends. While travelling back to his house via MRT we had to be very careful as there were quite a lot of zombies around us. When we reached the station near his house he walked off in a different direction and I got seperate from him then I had to think how and the best way to exit from that station to prevent being caught up in a gang fight. It seems that there were many young man there getting ready for a show down.

Dreamscape 19th April 2022

 

We were on a road trip. My parents and me. They pull up into a petrol station to refuel or so I think. I'm not sure why they didn't get into the car after it was done and I was the only one in the car and in the driver seat. The car started edging forward by itself and I put on the brakes asking them to hurry up and get into the car but apparently they didn't . It got to the stage that I couldn't hold back the car anymore and had to leave the place without them. I turned onto a one way side road on the left and had to drive straight all the way as there was no way to u-turn back. The only break I got was there was another off road turning left so I could turn into that area (which seems to be like a old malaysian neighbourhood) so I be able to head back to the other side of the 1 way street back to them. 

I manage to make a call to them to ask them if they were still at the petrol station or have moved off and they told me not to circle back to the petrol station but to meet up in JB instead. Then the number 47812/ 47813  kept flashing through my mind. NOt sure if there is any meaning or relationship to it. 

Dreamscape 18th April 2022

 

It was a rather long dream.

Dream 1- I was in a house. I think it was mine. This time Ryan has moved to stay in the new annex of the house with his mentor/ coach.  It was at the back of the house. His bedroom was on the fourth floor or so and I had to climb quite a few steps to get to it. The room are very big and there were two bedroom side by side. I assume one is for the coach and one for him. There were double beds in both. The one that Ryan was in had a double bed and a 2nd level which had a bunk bed on top of the double bed. The celling was super high like that.  There were spare beds so I looked around in the cupboards to see if there was any clothes of mine which I can change into. In the walk-in cupboard sections I opened one of the cupboard doors and was pleasantly surprised to see it was stocked with new items for me. ( there was nothing with the cupboard this time). Closing the cupboard doors I walked to another room and saw my cousin Philip there . I think he was also under the same coach as Ryan and was temporarily staying in the same top floor apartment area of the annex building. ( Surprising fact is that Philip appeared to be in his teens not like he currently looks as a 40yr old). 

Dream 2- I was at home and got notice that I should go back to school for a function that I had to attend so I changed and left for the venue. Not sure what happened after that but it morph to a different setting and that I was inside a building looking to get out of the place. 
There seem to have many unsavory creatures there like zombies who are coming out to attack you.   I think I was in a hospital or so. Then I went into the toilet for refuge and to think of what I should be doing and how to get back to ground level to exit the place.  Upon exiting the toilet I found myself in a ward and had taken a photo with the people inside. The shot came out as many weird looking people (who look like dressed up for Halloween beside me. )

Leaving the place I saw cupboard in the hallway and open them taking out 3 big grey sheets and other equipment which I could use to escape from the place. I ended up in the library which had doors that open out to the outside. Opening one door I saw a pond infront of me . I thought about laying one of the groundsheets that I have with me over it so I could walk out however I saw a crocodile in the middle of that pond and scrapped that idea. Turning to my right I saw a pathway that led out into the open carpark and happily walked on the path away from the place. 

Next moment I realised that I was in the car contacting a person who was still in the building to tell him that I was out and asking him to meet me at the carpark so we can drive away.